THAT PICTURE

That Picture which is hung on the wall,
The Picture which convince her to make a call,
It defines her past storyy,
It tells her life was full of glorryyy,
That Picture.......

The Picture shows her beautiful face with cute smile,
It shows the fun she had and that tears were far off miles,
she's happy and gay in it,
shez with her soulmate in whose life she was once perfectly fit,
That picture shows she once had love in her life,
That Picture.......

The Picture which she had on her favourite place,
The occassion was of her birthday proved by the presence of cake,
shez wishing something holding hand of her love,
shez having shine in eyes that proves presence of her life's dove,
That Picture which is years old but still fresh,
That Picture........

That Picture still hungs on the same wall,
But nothing else is same as she had a great fall,
The Picture freshens the old memory and make her realise,
That once there was a time when she used to smile,
A tear falls from her eye as she stares the picture for long time,
That Picture...... 

A Talk With GODD!!!!!

Pta nahi rabb se aaj jab maine dua mangi to mujhe ye kyun laga,
Rabb ne mujhse kahaa tujhe uski khushi chahiye ya wafaa,
Maine hass ke rabb se bola wafa to sb mangte hain mujhe to uski khushi chahiye,
Rabb bola fir agar vo tujhe chhod ke chalaa gya to mujhe teri aankhon mein aansu nahi chahiye,
Maine rabb se kaha jis baat mein uski khushi us baat mein meri jaan bassi hai,
uski ek muskurahat mein meri duniya ki roshni sajji hai,
Rabb bola kamliye  kyun itna toot ke pyaar krti hai,
Kyun itna chahti hai usse jiske dilse shayad nikal chuki hai,
Maine rabb se kahaa ye to meri fitrat tune hi banayi hai,
jis bande ko apna maanti hunuske chain mein hi maine apni duniya basayi hai,
Tu to janta hai mujhe fir kyun mujhse ye sawaal puchhta hai,
Fir bhi sunle tu keuski wafaa mujhe fir hi chahiye agar vo khushi se mujhe apne saath dekhta hai,
Main nahi chahti vo kya chahta hai,
Bas itna janti hun ke mera dil bas ye hi dua mangta hai,
ke vo mere saath rhe ya mujhse judaa,
uski aankh mein koi aansu na aaye aye mere khudaa,
Meri ye maang puri krde zindagi bhar tujhe pujungi,
par bas itna yaad rakhnatujhse pehle hamesha main usko pujungi,
Rabb ne kahaa us khushnaseeb ka naam to bta,
Maine kahaa tujhe jaise nahi pta uska pta,
Vo bola pta haifir bhi tujhse sun na chahta tha,
Teri dua mein kya teri zindagi mein usse basana chahta tha,
Maine kahaa zindagi mein to vo kab ka bas chuka hai,
Bas ab itna krdeuske hothon ki hassi dede jo shayad tu gayab kr chuka hai,
usne kahaa kamliyeuski khushi uske paas hai,
uske sakun ke liye itni dua karegi to mujhe bhi kehna hoga ki mera aashirwaad uske saath hai,
Ye sunkar main chalne lagi to rabb ne mujhe roka,
Vo kehta ke tujhe kuchh dene ka bhi to de mujhe ek moka,
Maine kahaa agar tu kuchh aur dena chahta hai to itna krde,
Uske gharwaalon aur mere gharwalon ka jeevan sukhon se bharde,
Vo bola jhalli teri mang puri ki,
Ab kuch aur na kehna nhi to fir kahegi ke bhagwan ki aankh kaise bhar gyi,
Maine kahaa teri aankh bhari main fir bhi dekh skti hun,
Lekin uske aur ape maa baap ke maathe ki ek bhi shikanj main bardasht nahi kr skti hun,
Ye kehkar main vahaan se aa gyi,
Aur man hi man mein ye kahaa ke in kuchh logon ko khush dekh kr mujhe lagega ke maine duniya paa li,
Mujhe fir se ek awaaz aayi,
ke teri duayon ki vajah se usne, uske aur tere ghar waalon ne saaari khushiyan paa li,
Maine rabb ka shukriya kiya aur kahaa ab aur kuchh nahi mangugi,
 Par ye dua aur ters ye hi aashirwaaad main saari umar chahungi....

JEENE KI VAJAh..

Phir main vahaan pahunch gyi jahaan se chali thi,
Phir main vaise hi tanha khadi hun jaise pehle tanha thi,
Dil bharaa hua hai par ro nahi skti,
Aankhein aansuyon se nam hain par beh nahi skti,
jaanti hun jo hua kismat ka likha tha,
par ye sab maine rabb se kab maanga tha,
Haan ab ek vaada hai apne aap se,
ke koi bhi aisa karan na dungi jis karan aansu bahe in aankhon se,
Fir kisi ko is zindagi mein laane ki galati na hogi,
shayad iski vajah ye hai ke uski yaadein bhool ke bhi mujhse judaa na hogi,
chalo is gum ko bhi saath leke jee lungi,
kyunki main jeena chahun ya nahi pr meri zimedariyan mujhe marne na degi,
han ab main jeeyungi par sirf kuchh logon ke liye,
han main saansein bharungi pr sirf logon se kiye huye vaade pure krne ke liye,
ye koi maane ya na maane,
par ab asli mein badal gye hain zindagi jeene ke mayne,
ye rasta jis par main chali hun main tey karungi,
par mere jeene ki vjh sirf mere maa baap aur unse kiya hua vaada hi hogi....

DREAMS ARE BIG OR THE PROBLEMS????

I came across an experience that made me to write this blog today,, do the problems that come in the way of achieving our goal, making our dream true that big that it stops us from dreaming??? it applies break in our car heading towards our happiness, in that car that should just speed up?? just think about it once, your childhood dream, that dream that always used to fill up with energy, that dream that brings smile on your face becomes n feel so small that it keeps its weapon down infront of problems?? how come yr?? c'mon guys,, i don't say that problem coming in way is not big but your dreams are always bigger, hurdles are not high but your dreams are already touching cloud 9, difficulties are not much but does the dream is less... i know you would say ll this is easy to say but difficult to implement so now lets again have an example of my own life, personal experience.. I had my pre-university exam in june and till mid of april I was nill, I didn't even know even single word of m any subject because of home sickness and of course the problems i came across, like friends ditching, friends bf being a gundaa irritated me to hell, thrown me into series of problems n big well oof depression, all these problems were big very big for me but they didn't stop me from dreaming of becoming a good doctor, clearing 1st prof in 1 go, I got up, came up from all these things, again set back to work and after my xams, teacher's were so impressed, now i bet, i would be among toppers in my univ result, if I made it why can't you yr.. big excuse, i may haven't got the potential, bullshit,, keep this in mind, whenever you dream, you wish to achieve something na at that same moment you possess the potential to make it true, to bring to reality, believe in yourself yr, if u'll believe yourself then onlly others will and always folloe I Can And I Will..... u may come across hurdles and make you think lets quit but don't do this yr, don't let any problem stop you from reaching the height you alwys wanted.. but 1 thing, to do that you have to sacrifice something,, you have to give your best effort, you have just to concentrate on it, leaving everything aside, keep your each n every issue on 1 side and just get into achieve what you deserve, sab chhod do yr, sab, bas jutt jao, my dad say " Tumhe sirf ek chhez dikhni chahiye, machhli ki aankh, and tumhara teer sidha uski aankh pe lagna chahiye, machhli ki aankh pe"... and after that if u believe in god leave everything on him,, everything is pre decided, destiny is fixed, its just that if you act u'll get it today odrys tomorrow or day after that.. what made me to write this, i came across a person who was doubtfull to continue his studies or not because he couldn't  made to his goals in 2 attempts, yr never let this thought hit you, whenever anything like this hit you, just again go through these words,, "I have A DREAM, I always wanted to make it true, I can and I will, so Mr. Problem, howsoever you try I won't stop from moving ahead, I won't stop from dreaming because I know I have got the potential,, Then so what if I can't make to it this time, I'll plan again, act again, give my best and for sure you ll b defeated, just watch out....
               keep dreaming guys because this for what you have got this life, dream, dream big and get set to achieve it... AALLL D BESSTTT for your dreams.....

DREAMSSS

Y I breathe, y I live when dere's every reason to leave,
Y I stand, Y I walk when there is every possibility to fall,
EverytimeI try to open new door, it comes out to b another wall,
Everytime I see a new dream, it proves to be another fall,
Everyone close thinks to know what i hope,
but no one knows what makes me stop,
Now I have 2 DREAMS to meet,
1 is being what I am actually and another is my old dream of making parents proud,
Fulfilling my 2nd dream ll make me to reach the sky,
becoming what i am avtually being will make me to reach cloud 9,
I know this may not complete,
but there is no challenge that I haven't beat,
Got a new reason to live,
Got a new way to run on,
Lets see where I reach this time,
and for that also I need just true myself by my side,
Hope someone understand what I want to say,
Just wish that I be with myself whatever b the may,
Ll fullfill my both DREAMS i bet,
and there is nothing till date that I haven't get,
May be I again fall, may be find again and another wall,
But this time I'll not break, Because I have promise to make,
I have DREAMS to meet,
I have new reason to live,
I have new power, new strangth by my side....
FOLLOW IT GUYS,, FIND NEW REASON TO FIGHT, TO STAND, TO RUN IF U HAVE LOST BECAUSE EVERYONE HIDDEN DREAMS AND HAVE POTENTIAL TO MAKE THEM TRUE, U JUST NEED TO REALISE.. keep dreaminggg......

MYYY FEELIINGSSS

My life, my wishes, my thinking, my dreams,,
my feelings, my smile, my cry and my emotions,
everythingg is mine but even then nothing's that on what I can rely,
I dream but not able to make them true,
I wish but not able to bring them into,
I promise but no one feel its true,
I care but everyone think its show,
M not wat people think of me,
M not wat m becoming of me,
 now i think m wrong somewhere,
Dat always its me who's left with nothing around here,
Now just 1 wish matters to me,
Dat I show what m actually being,
I wanna reach d place where m just me,
I wanna reach the height where I feel proud to b,
I still believe in this dream and ll keep on doing so,
I promise to myself that 1 day I'll make it all true....
                                 I PROMISE.....

THINGS ARE GONE

I walk on the road alone,

thinking about the things that are gone,

I think of things I used to b fond,

I dream my wishes for so long,

finally in reality I find myself at home,

inspite of everyone around m still so alone,

thinking about the things that are gone........

I think of the day I got to know,

I too had siblings that were of four,

I lost them because their life was short,

I was not even told about them so that my laugh lasts long,

but everything doesn't go the way we plan,

 and I got to know and my smile ran'

from that day, I usually find myself alone,

thinking abt the things that are gone...

2nd thing I lost is unity of my family,

i also lost d person on whm i used to rely very firmly,

everything nd every1 started getting back to normal,

except that person who was my brother just got so formal,

that was the day i lost everything i had won,

nd i sat alone thinking about the things that are gone...

The sequence of losing continued with same pace,

I become some anodr person but with the same face,

I had lost my friend, my cousin,

left just wid parents n sm friends who were d reason,

but finally friends also betrayed me and took away everything'

be it my respect, confidence or d bond we were sharing,

so now again without any1 dere around, m left alone,

and all I could do is to think about the things that are gone...........

CHAPTER OF LOSS N' GAIN

"I have lost this, I have lost that, u don't know what I have lost in life, I have lost everything",,,, damn depressing sentences used by persons leading a depressing life...Whhyyyyy???????? ; I still don't understand the exact reason, whether, its the circumstances or the negative thinking or what?? Y most of people think about the things they have lost and not the ones they have gained despite of the losses they have faced... I don't say that don't think about the loss but think in a way that also appears a gain... we do lose and sometimes the loss are very big, I admit,, but actually we lose very less in comparison to what we gain.. i mean just think about it,, how would we get a new pen if don't lose the old one,, i know damn stupid n funny example, but actually true... Lets have a true, recent n fresh example as usual of my life... I got admission in a college, very far away from home, i have lost my freedom to be home soon but in loss of that m getting a prestige degree of being a doctor, m earning proud for my parents, I don't think that then loss is as big as the gain!!! have another 1, just 1 month old and true 1, obviously mine only... I had 2 friends here, they got some problem with me, and we had a fight and i lost them, now two ways, whether to b sad, cry on this thing and waste my time and another be happy that in loss of two friends, I have gained experience, Knowledge of chosing friends, wisdom, and have already got new friends who understand me better.... so in a way, loss of 1 thing gave me gain of 5 things which I guess more precious n important... So, losing was fruitful... come'on guys,,, get a life yr,, be happy either if u r losing something because in the end, u'll gain something from it.... Don't think about the loss but the gains,, u'll find life easy and better.. Think about the loss n gain chapter going on,, u'll find more reasons to smile, more reason to lead life, and a better way to see the life....

                              THINK BIG, THINK OF GAINS,, THINK POSITIVE.....

ALL D BEST... STAY BLESSED.. NJOY....

home is life or life is at home....

After 2 months, atlast got 1 week to spend at home.. loving it... day passes like a minute, hv got so many things to do, fight wid brother, talk wid prents, window shopping wid sister, roaming wid friends, meeting old friends nd specially SLEEPING.... Life is just so easy n simple at home, anyhow everything here gets baq to normal within few minutes, few hours... just wish life could b so simple, tension free in hostel also but then how we would get to know value of home, being at home, each n every second, each n every day.. Never thought I would miss everything so much of home at hostel.. In hostel, even if everything is on ur side, u find it against u and at home if everything or something is against u, it doesn't matter that much because at that tym, u r at home, wid people u love.. wish, i don't have to go back to hostel, go away from home, go away from my hometown but will have to anyhow,thats life.. kuchh paane ke liye kuchh khona padta hai jaani.... koi na, 3 months more then all the way to home for 3 months.. yyiiipppppeeeeee... but guys u know what, this all tells u the value of home that home which is just a normal place, very obvious placee but hosteler's dream, their heaven.. Value it, value every moment spend at home, cherish them because 1 day u have to go away from it, for studies, for ur future, for better life,, so love ur home, ur hometown, everything u do their because u gonna miss it someday and that someday u'll remember my saying,, HOME IS LIFE or LIFE EXISTS AT HOME ONLY AT HOME...  So m enjoying my left out 4 days at home and u people also do the same.. tc guys... stay happy...

POWER OF THINKING

Power of Thinking is what effects our life at subconscious level where ourself and our brain does not have any voluntary control. HEAVY WORDS NA!!!! But meaning is very simple, being understood by people saying  B+,, though sometimes its just their blood group.. getting complex??? Lets get straight..... Our thinking makes us, what we are, how our life is. Life is simple, beautiful, easy n happy or damn complex, difficult, full of tensions n worries, all depends on our thinking. what we think makes d day, if we think positive, gets up smiling u'll find d day to b happy and vice versa.. if u think everything everyone is with u, nothing is impossible and u can do the work, you'll get d same back, u'll actually have persons, friends with u, u would b doing every damn work, whether difficult or easy, complex or simple.. on the same time if u think that u r alone, everyone makes fun of u, everyone laughs at u, show urself to b helpless, d same ll happen,, everyone will actually make fun of u, of ur negativity,, everyone ll run away... simple funda guys,, you, your thinking, your mind, everything has a magnet, and so u attract what u think, what u feel..Must have seen "THE SECRET" or read it,, that actually reveals a secret a big secret pf your life, y u r happy and y u r sad...everything is controlled by power of your thinking and that too at that sub subconscious level that u can't even imagine.. And yes if u haven't gone for the secrets then go for it now.. Life is getting fast, tough, new challenges, new competition but face them, fight with them and not to run being afraid of failure, bcoz ur failure n success in ur hand, is in power of ur thinking.. A true incident from my life, I didn't prepare for my test that well and my percentage need a rise,, i just thought that i have atleast read something and I ll write it, I can do it,, and beat it guys, I got 80/100, now that's not that bad i guess. go for positivity, believe in yourself and see how things fall into place.. And always remember 1 thing, biggest negativity is brought to u when u depend on others, when you show your weakness and others what think of you, what feels for you starts mattering.. Shut it guys..  Don't think what others ll think,, just think whether u r right for yourself, do what u feel is right, what you want to do,, live khulke... and wheneva u think n feel u r in problem or in some mess and nothing can happen, just think u r not the only one, if others can fight wid d problem you can also and just close ur eyes and say " I believe in ME, I believe in my THINKING and I'll surely make through it." That's all. your half prob;em is solved. So go for it guys... hit it atleast try it... Get things on your side, make world on your side with just changing your thinking, thinking positive,, with just "power of positive thinking"...
                                                             BE POSITIVE..........

ETERNITY OF LOVE....

I dream of the day long time from now,
we sit beside a beach with sand below,
we laugh on jokes and stupidity we did,
we cry and regret for mistakes we did,
we discuss the things that would have happened,
we talk about the problems that we faced,
we think about the situations that we came across,
we fight for the mistakes that we performed,
I dream of the day long time from now..

We sit holdin hand in hand,
watch the sunset along with sand,
a beautiful scenario with sunshine on water,
shows us our past filled with happiness and sorrow,
as I dream of the day long time from now....

We remember our first meeting,
we think of our first kiss,
we smile heartly remembering all those times,
that we spent together either laughing or crying,
I found us with each other together,
as I dream of the day long time from now....

Fundaa Zindagi Ka

Yaaron meri ek baat tum rakhna yaad,
kabhi bhi rona nahi kar yaad purani baat,
kyunki agar tumne kuchh hai khoya to vo khoa kuchh achha paane ke liye,
agar khud au bhagwan par vishwas hai to aage badta jaa,
dekh ye zindagi ke roop nirale,
haste haste chalta jaa,
ek baar ye baat aazma, dekh fir kya hota hai,
har gum bhi tumhe kaise khushi ki tarah mehsoos hota hai.....

A PROMISE...........

U make me smile, u make me cry,
u help me whenever I want to fly,
u laugh wid me, u laugh at me,
 u help me whenever I want someone by me,
u hurt me to unlimited extent,
but u r always the one who stand by me when I am alone,
thanks for smile, thanks for cry,
thanks for care, thanks for being there,
just wish and want "one promise" from u,
that u'll be the same forever with me,
just want u by my side whole of my life,
take it as a wish, take it as a demand,
u'll have to be there whenever I want,
but I "promise" from my side also,
whether u want or not but I'll keep on irritating u so and so.............................
  DEDICATED TO MY FRIEND----  GARIMA