would you everrr....

Would you ever cry when u see me crying, would u laugh to make me alugh, would u swear that u ll always be myn, would u hold me to save me from falling, would u save my soul from drowning, would u b dere when I'm low, answer to every question is turning from yes to no, would u ever say again that u truly love mee... would u make ma a part of your life, would u touch me like its the last time, would you see your future with me, would u try to make your breathes myn, i know the answers without asking, just thinking would u ever prove me wrong... would u think d way i do, would u make my dreams true, would make me feel special, would you love me the way i do, i again know that u try really hard to do, but u'r not able to.... b'coz truth is that, u r my prince so i do so nd think, would you ever make me your princess....

Unkahi BAATEIN!!

kuchh baatein jo unkahi si hain,
kuchh baatein jo unsuni si hain,
baatein jo kisi ki dastaan sunati hain,
baatein jo kisi ki dabbi si pukar hain,
baatein jinhe duniya jankar bhi unjan hai,
baatein jo kehkar bhi unkahi si hain..
Ek baat hai tere mere sath ki,
kahani do logon ke milan ki,
hum dunia ko byan krna chahte hain isse,
pr bandisho se darte hain kehne se isse,
ye baat hume chupke se btati hai humari rooh ki chahat,
hume majboor krti hai sun ne ko humare dil ki aahat,
pr jo ye baat bahar nikli to tod degi humara saath,
shayad isliye chhupake rkhte hain isse har baar,
ye baat jo unkahi si hai..
Ek baat hai maa-baap ki bechaini ki,
apne bachon ke liye unki chinta ki,
din raat vo ek aag mein jhulaste hain,
ke kuchh bhi krke apne ladlon ki hansi paatein rahein,
chahe vo unke hakk mein ho ya virudh,
pr krte hain sb dekhne ke liye apne bachon ko khush,
ye jo baat sab bade chhotte jante hain,
pr fir bhi jb koi baat pr kahaa suni hoti hai,
ye baat tdpti hai bachon ke samne aane ko,
ye baat jo sb jankr bhi unjaan hai,
ye baat jo unkahi si hai..
Ek baat hai un bachon ki,
jo ghr se door rehte hain apne sapne ke liye,
najane kitni baar chahte hain apne baap ka sahara,
najane kitni baar jarurat hoti hai maa ki godh ki,
Fir bhi khush rehte hain unke sukh ke liye,
hanste hain maa baap ki khushi ke liye,
pr jb kisi raat vo khud se baat krte hain,
tb ye baat ldti hain bahar niklne ko,
ye baat jo dabbi hai har bache ke ander,
ye baat jo unkahi si hai...
Ant mein jo bhi kaho, jo bhi socho,
hum sb is baat se jankar hain,
ye baatein jo unkahi si hain,
kuchh baatein jo sunkr bhi unsuni si hain,
unkahi, unsuni, dabi hui, cheekhti hui, tadpti hui,
ye baatein jo saara jahaan janta hai,
shayad isiliye ye baatein unkahi si hain...

LoneLIneSS

Days pass by somehow,
but nights are wagon of pain,
restless in my comfortable bed,
i turn and try to sleep,
moments of our meets making a heap of memories,
darkness of room giving brightness to lonelines,
alone I'm fighting with my tears,
keeping my eyes clean to see you coming back,
waiting for the day for you to turn around,
struggling with thoughts trying to be cool,
helping myself to pass through scary dream,
dream of being away from you,
 dream of being alone,
this time of being cold,
waiting for shedding of leave of pain and loneliness from tree,
and getting it blossomed with leaves of love and smiles,
waiting for you to be back and give me my memories back...  

THAT PICTURE

That Picture which is hung on the wall,
The Picture which convince her to make a call,
It defines her past storyy,
It tells her life was full of glorryyy,
That Picture.......

The Picture shows her beautiful face with cute smile,
It shows the fun she had and that tears were far off miles,
she's happy and gay in it,
shez with her soulmate in whose life she was once perfectly fit,
That picture shows she once had love in her life,
That Picture.......

The Picture which she had on her favourite place,
The occassion was of her birthday proved by the presence of cake,
shez wishing something holding hand of her love,
shez having shine in eyes that proves presence of her life's dove,
That Picture which is years old but still fresh,
That Picture........

That Picture still hungs on the same wall,
But nothing else is same as she had a great fall,
The Picture freshens the old memory and make her realise,
That once there was a time when she used to smile,
A tear falls from her eye as she stares the picture for long time,
That Picture...... 

A Talk With GODD!!!!!

Pta nahi rabb se aaj jab maine dua mangi to mujhe ye kyun laga,
Rabb ne mujhse kahaa tujhe uski khushi chahiye ya wafaa,
Maine hass ke rabb se bola wafa to sb mangte hain mujhe to uski khushi chahiye,
Rabb bola fir agar vo tujhe chhod ke chalaa gya to mujhe teri aankhon mein aansu nahi chahiye,
Maine rabb se kaha jis baat mein uski khushi us baat mein meri jaan bassi hai,
uski ek muskurahat mein meri duniya ki roshni sajji hai,
Rabb bola kamliye  kyun itna toot ke pyaar krti hai,
Kyun itna chahti hai usse jiske dilse shayad nikal chuki hai,
Maine rabb se kahaa ye to meri fitrat tune hi banayi hai,
jis bande ko apna maanti hunuske chain mein hi maine apni duniya basayi hai,
Tu to janta hai mujhe fir kyun mujhse ye sawaal puchhta hai,
Fir bhi sunle tu keuski wafaa mujhe fir hi chahiye agar vo khushi se mujhe apne saath dekhta hai,
Main nahi chahti vo kya chahta hai,
Bas itna janti hun ke mera dil bas ye hi dua mangta hai,
ke vo mere saath rhe ya mujhse judaa,
uski aankh mein koi aansu na aaye aye mere khudaa,
Meri ye maang puri krde zindagi bhar tujhe pujungi,
par bas itna yaad rakhnatujhse pehle hamesha main usko pujungi,
Rabb ne kahaa us khushnaseeb ka naam to bta,
Maine kahaa tujhe jaise nahi pta uska pta,
Vo bola pta haifir bhi tujhse sun na chahta tha,
Teri dua mein kya teri zindagi mein usse basana chahta tha,
Maine kahaa zindagi mein to vo kab ka bas chuka hai,
Bas ab itna krdeuske hothon ki hassi dede jo shayad tu gayab kr chuka hai,
usne kahaa kamliyeuski khushi uske paas hai,
uske sakun ke liye itni dua karegi to mujhe bhi kehna hoga ki mera aashirwaad uske saath hai,
Ye sunkar main chalne lagi to rabb ne mujhe roka,
Vo kehta ke tujhe kuchh dene ka bhi to de mujhe ek moka,
Maine kahaa agar tu kuchh aur dena chahta hai to itna krde,
Uske gharwaalon aur mere gharwalon ka jeevan sukhon se bharde,
Vo bola jhalli teri mang puri ki,
Ab kuch aur na kehna nhi to fir kahegi ke bhagwan ki aankh kaise bhar gyi,
Maine kahaa teri aankh bhari main fir bhi dekh skti hun,
Lekin uske aur ape maa baap ke maathe ki ek bhi shikanj main bardasht nahi kr skti hun,
Ye kehkar main vahaan se aa gyi,
Aur man hi man mein ye kahaa ke in kuchh logon ko khush dekh kr mujhe lagega ke maine duniya paa li,
Mujhe fir se ek awaaz aayi,
ke teri duayon ki vajah se usne, uske aur tere ghar waalon ne saaari khushiyan paa li,
Maine rabb ka shukriya kiya aur kahaa ab aur kuchh nahi mangugi,
 Par ye dua aur ters ye hi aashirwaaad main saari umar chahungi....

JEENE KI VAJAh..

Phir main vahaan pahunch gyi jahaan se chali thi,
Phir main vaise hi tanha khadi hun jaise pehle tanha thi,
Dil bharaa hua hai par ro nahi skti,
Aankhein aansuyon se nam hain par beh nahi skti,
jaanti hun jo hua kismat ka likha tha,
par ye sab maine rabb se kab maanga tha,
Haan ab ek vaada hai apne aap se,
ke koi bhi aisa karan na dungi jis karan aansu bahe in aankhon se,
Fir kisi ko is zindagi mein laane ki galati na hogi,
shayad iski vajah ye hai ke uski yaadein bhool ke bhi mujhse judaa na hogi,
chalo is gum ko bhi saath leke jee lungi,
kyunki main jeena chahun ya nahi pr meri zimedariyan mujhe marne na degi,
han ab main jeeyungi par sirf kuchh logon ke liye,
han main saansein bharungi pr sirf logon se kiye huye vaade pure krne ke liye,
ye koi maane ya na maane,
par ab asli mein badal gye hain zindagi jeene ke mayne,
ye rasta jis par main chali hun main tey karungi,
par mere jeene ki vjh sirf mere maa baap aur unse kiya hua vaada hi hogi....

DREAMS ARE BIG OR THE PROBLEMS????

I came across an experience that made me to write this blog today,, do the problems that come in the way of achieving our goal, making our dream true that big that it stops us from dreaming??? it applies break in our car heading towards our happiness, in that car that should just speed up?? just think about it once, your childhood dream, that dream that always used to fill up with energy, that dream that brings smile on your face becomes n feel so small that it keeps its weapon down infront of problems?? how come yr?? c'mon guys,, i don't say that problem coming in way is not big but your dreams are always bigger, hurdles are not high but your dreams are already touching cloud 9, difficulties are not much but does the dream is less... i know you would say ll this is easy to say but difficult to implement so now lets again have an example of my own life, personal experience.. I had my pre-university exam in june and till mid of april I was nill, I didn't even know even single word of m any subject because of home sickness and of course the problems i came across, like friends ditching, friends bf being a gundaa irritated me to hell, thrown me into series of problems n big well oof depression, all these problems were big very big for me but they didn't stop me from dreaming of becoming a good doctor, clearing 1st prof in 1 go, I got up, came up from all these things, again set back to work and after my xams, teacher's were so impressed, now i bet, i would be among toppers in my univ result, if I made it why can't you yr.. big excuse, i may haven't got the potential, bullshit,, keep this in mind, whenever you dream, you wish to achieve something na at that same moment you possess the potential to make it true, to bring to reality, believe in yourself yr, if u'll believe yourself then onlly others will and always folloe I Can And I Will..... u may come across hurdles and make you think lets quit but don't do this yr, don't let any problem stop you from reaching the height you alwys wanted.. but 1 thing, to do that you have to sacrifice something,, you have to give your best effort, you have just to concentrate on it, leaving everything aside, keep your each n every issue on 1 side and just get into achieve what you deserve, sab chhod do yr, sab, bas jutt jao, my dad say " Tumhe sirf ek chhez dikhni chahiye, machhli ki aankh, and tumhara teer sidha uski aankh pe lagna chahiye, machhli ki aankh pe"... and after that if u believe in god leave everything on him,, everything is pre decided, destiny is fixed, its just that if you act u'll get it today odrys tomorrow or day after that.. what made me to write this, i came across a person who was doubtfull to continue his studies or not because he couldn't  made to his goals in 2 attempts, yr never let this thought hit you, whenever anything like this hit you, just again go through these words,, "I have A DREAM, I always wanted to make it true, I can and I will, so Mr. Problem, howsoever you try I won't stop from moving ahead, I won't stop from dreaming because I know I have got the potential,, Then so what if I can't make to it this time, I'll plan again, act again, give my best and for sure you ll b defeated, just watch out....
               keep dreaming guys because this for what you have got this life, dream, dream big and get set to achieve it... AALLL D BESSTTT for your dreams.....